Respect

I personally believe that everyone should respect each other: That no one is exempt to this rule. It's apart of life. The only thing about respect is (and I truly believe this) that when you give respect you get respect and vice versa! People really should be respectful to each other but if someone wasn't giving you any respect and you gave it to them do they still deserve your respect? My answer is no. It's not fair for you to respect someone who relinquishes their respect toward you. It's also not fair to treat someone with disrespect if they respect you. Respect really is a big deal. It's just like trust.
If trust between you and someone else is broken, how easy is it to trust that person? Respect works in the same way.

I (personally) can't be expected to trust someone who acts fake toward me and someone who doesn't respect me. I can't respect someone who thinks they're entitled to it especially when I don't receive it too. 

Writing

I never know how much description or dialogue is too much. I can't seem to understand what a good balance would actually be. I can't even keep balanced meals. Or my balance in general. I really don't know anything about good balance. I can't stand on one door before falling. I guess just writing is the first step to knowing if something is too much of too little.

Often I Wonder

I often wonder about the future. I wonder if I'll have kids of my own one day and who would be the people they look up to and want to see. Who can they turn to when they're down and the people who are always around. I often wonder will I do it right or will I make mistakes worse off than those parents before me. I often wonder will I be bitchy, take sides and play favorites. Or will I be fair and understanding to all view points. I often wonder will I be married before them or will they be the product of a failed relationship. I wonder if I'll regret them or will they be the best thing that ever happened to me. Will I believe their a disgrace or will I support them no matter what. Will I be there to hold them when they really need me or will I simply fail them in their hour of need. Will we get along I wonder. Will I subject them to men they hate and be selfish because I want my own love and nothing else in the world will stop me from having it. Will they know their grandparents like I know mine. Will they even meet them. Will they know their father. Will they know me. These are questions on my mind when i think about having a kid or children. I think these are important to know when you want to bring children into the picture.

Reading for School

Reading is the number one activity that must be done in college coursework. I hate reading and having to read this Social Psychology book is just a no for me. I'm tired of it. I get tired when I read it. I try reading when I feel most awake but that doesn't work either. The subject doesn't interests me. I wish it did a little though. It would make the work a whole lot easier to sit down and just read.